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Astoria Greengrass.

I'm losing myself, Trying to compete with everyone else, Instead of just being me; I don't know where to turn, I've been stuck in this routine, I need to change my ways, Instead of always being weak. I don't wanna be afraid, I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today; And know that I'm okay, Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways, you see? I just wanna believe in me. The mirror can lie, Doesn't show you what's inside, And it, it can tell you your full of life, It's amazing what you can hide just by putting on a smile.
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3; Saturday June 21st, 2003 [Fri 17 Apr @ 5:13pm]
I went to a very small cafe today for some tea and there was this girl sitting all alone, so I asked her if I could sit with her. She was wearing an awful lot of eye liner and eye shadow, and she had so many of those rubber bracelets on her wrists that they almost covered her entire forearms.

I wasn't sure exactly what a chigger was, but I looked it up at the library afterward and now I feel sick.

She said "I have eighty-something chigger babies incubating in my leg, and when they're done feeding off me, they'll come out and go away."

I think that's really gross.
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2; Friday June 20th, 2003 [Mon 23 Mar @ 9:56pm]
Why does everyone have to be so mean? Can't he just Maybe I don' He's not trying to He's not any bette

I like Draco whether he does or n I never asked him t Why doesn't he jus He doesn't know anything about hi What does he think he's trying to d If he doesn't expect me to stand up for my friends then he doesn't know me! I wasn't trying to argue, I ju

Daddy's going to be Oh no! If Daddy sees that the Oh no

I don't want to talk to anyone tonight! So don't come over or try to owl me!

Writing shaky and what would appear to be tears smeared on the page as if she was trying to wipe them off.
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1; Friday June 13th 2003 [Fri 23 Jan @ 10:21am]
I really can't get that image of your head out of my head, Theo! Why would you be willing to inflict so much pain upon yourself? You have such a nice face! And hair, too! It would get so messy if you did that, you would probably bleed and then... Oh... I don't feel so good.

I got a hummingbird feeder a little while ago, and put it on my balcony? But those rotten squirrels keep getting to it and eating it all! I don't know what to do... I normally just run out there and shoo them away, but one of them looked like it was going to attack me today! I won't go back out there now.

I really should go... that image of your head keeps coming back to me and I think I feel sick...
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profile; [Sun 30 Nov @ 12:08am]
I guess I always knew I had all the strength to make it through; I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today )
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